An evocative poem by Neelam about how women deal with neglect and abuse, exclusively for Different Truths.
I am so sorry –
I am very forgetful!
I forgot the hurt
That you gave me last summer-
It fell off like the leaves do
In the autumn season
And fresh leaves grew once again!
I forgot the way
You snubbed me last time
And called me names-
I erased them from my memory
Like the unwanted poems from diary!
I forgot the wounds
That you pierced on my soul,
I burnt my soul in the furnace of time
Till it shone like diamond
And was pristine once again!
Every time it burns in the heat of May,
The earth rejuvenates itself
With a petrichor in the month of June,
And I too keep invigorating my essence
Whenever you impair my existence…
I may have forgotten your actions,
But your karma shall remind you of it
Again and again and again –
Leaving everything to the karma of life
I keep forgetting things!
Picture design Anumita Roy
Neelam Saxena, author of 84 books, holds three Limca Book of Records titles. She has received prestigious honours, including the Sohanlal Dwivedi Puraskar from the Maharashtra State Hindi Sahitya Akademi, the Premchand Award from the Ministry of Railways, the Rabindranath Tagore International Poetry Award, the Freedom Award from Radio City, the Setu Excellence Award, and the Reuel Lifetime Achievement Award. In 2014, Forbes India listed her among the 78 most popular authors in India, celebrating her literary excellence.







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Powerful depiction Neelam